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Contained- Spin OffIt was cold outside, and it seemed to seep in through the glass of the windows, and throughout the rest of the big over-sized house. Even though I had on a big sweatshirt, and blue jeans, I still felt cold.
I was in the upstairs hallway, sitting by myself on the sofa right next to the window. It was cloudy and dark. Rain water was streaming down the glass, making it hard to see any details outside. I was curled up in a ball, thinking, stressed, burnt out
The past few months have crazy. Chase joined us, and paired off with Dactyl. Spencer joined us, and paired off with Lemur. A while after that happened, Xander and Avangeline joined us (after trying to kill us I might add ), and Avangeline ended up pairing off with Wolf (gag). So in the time Xander has been here, he ended up taking charge, seeing as my decisions were "childish" and "dangerous". Whatever Mr. 21 Year-Old, Chase's older brother, Jerkie McJerk-Jerk can do whatever he wants. He has everything but my respect.
Wicked QueenPretty face, but not a pretty heart
You get what you want because you pick people apart
You step on the weak and break down the strong
And the sad thing is you don't want to see that you're wrong
You crawl up the mountain of lies you have built
You just don't care about others, how they felt
You sit upon your throne you created for yourself
And expect others to bow down at thyself
Those who defy have their heads removed
Those who stand up to your evil ways are quickly disapproved
You reign with wickedness with no remorse
You rule like you have free concourse
Your crown of ice sits upon your hair black as coal
Your teeth are sharp and never dull
Looking down with scorn upon your slave like kingdom
Proud of wicked queen you have become
BipolarI hate you
I love you
I want to be with you
You're an ass
You're the best
You're a jerk
You're amazing like a firework
You piss me off
You are my quaff
Get away from me
You're the most beauiful thing I see
I can't stand you
You are a mind gumshoe
Back the hell away
Stand by my side, and always stay
Will You Be There?When the bullet pierces my heart, will you be there to hear my dying breath?
Will you be there to hold my hand as I drift away to my death?
Will you be there to close my eyes, and lay me off to rest?
Will you be there there in the end to continue and finish my conquest?
Will you be there when I fall and hit the ground?
Will you be there to mend my heart after it's been found?
Will you be there to hold me close without just letting go?
Will you be there when I need you most and tears begin to flow?
Will you be there when my whole world comes crashing down?
Will you be there when water is over my head, saving me before I drown?
Will you be there when I just want to give up and die?
Will you be there when all I want to do is cry?
You Will Not Be MissedSometimes I am afraid
Sometimes I am weak
Sometimes I need someone to come to my aid
I just need a friend
One that is true
One that won't try to hurt me in the end
It's been really tough
Not going to lie
I can honestly say the going got rough
Who can I trust?
Who can I go to?
Who will help me to my feet before my heart begins to rust?
Why did ths happen?
Why aren't people real?
My list of "friends" has become quite barren
I'm floating away
I'm leaving you all
There's no point in asking all of you to stay
You don't care
You never did
Don't ask to be my "friend", don't you dare
We used to be fine
But then you lied
Don't expect me to ever be kind
I'm done with this
No more is said
Don't worry, you're absolutely nothing to miss.
New LeafMy tongue is on fire, my words are nasty
I'm cutting my ties, I'm making it hasty
I am done being timid and afraid to speak
My kindness has just met it's lowest peak
You don't care for me, you never have
Why should I wish for the friendship we shouldn't have?
You're no good for me, it's as clear as day
Don't bother talking to me, my feelings will not belay
I'm turning over a new leaf made of cold hard stone
If you have wronged me, I won't listen to you drone
If you just float around and don't care for me
Don't expect me to be the nicest I can be
I will speak my mind and tell you all
Knowing now that no one will catch me as I fall
I'll get up off the ground on my own, I always do
I am no longer the stupid fool
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