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Done GoofedSitting on the balcony watching the smoke swell around me
Thoughts and and pain stab relentlessly
The cold doesn't bother as the wind whips my hair in my eyes
Trying hard to not let tears fall, so hard to disgiuse
Thousands of apologies float around in the air
But none seem to fit, more tears form and I pull my own hair
Biting my lip until it's bloody and raw
I am a fool, I am a jerk, I am appalled
Shooting liquor, a newly aquired taste
Trying to numb the feeling of a friendship waste
Sleep doesn't come, I'm up staring at the ceiling
More thoughts come, reeling and reeling
Wanting to sleep and not to wake up, forever in a dream
But instead I'm stuck in this hell as my heart continues to scream
Clenching my fists until my nails bite into my palms
Getting harder and harder to keep my calm
This feeling of...
Words I have said
Word that cannot be taken back
Words that sting
Words that bite
Words that tear
I care about you
Everything you do and say
I care about you so much
So much you don't even realize
Hurt me as well
I don't understand
I can't comprehend this.
I can't figure out why
This hurts so much
Why it is that I care so much
But I do anyway.
Touching fire hurts
But I keep my hands in the flames
My skin cinges
But I keep it there anyway
Now I have thrown water on the fire
And the fire has gone out
Leaving only soaked ashes where you once were
No traces of smoke left in the sky
And rain down
Washing away the ashes
No trace left behind
No warm fire left
Water on my fire
My fire that burnt
Seared with pain
But provided me with light
My light is gone
And my hand is scarred
I sink t omy knees
And stare at the ground in regret
Can't relight m fire
There is no rekindling
The MazeThe maze...
I've been stuck in this god forsaken maze for hours... or days... or weeks...
Time has no meaning here.
Each turn leads to another dead end.
Lost in the labrynth of vines and thorns.
Only the sky above is visible, the bricks along the ground, the green hedges...
Is there no escape?
Am I doomed to be wandering aimlessly in here forever?
Will there be some sort or path that opens up?
Or am I going to have to fend for myself?
Rain falls, and floods the maze.
My dress becomes soaked, and torn to shreds
My feet are bloody and raw
My hands are broken and bruised
My hair is tangled
My breath is shallow
My heart is barely beating
I fall to the ground
And look up at the sky
Rain falls in my eyes
And runs down my face
I stand up again,
My legs unstable.
I begin to walk again,
Refusing to be damned to this maze forever.
WhateverYou didn't listen when I told you no.
Now you're in trouble, I hope you know.
Don't get mad at me for your stupid mistake
Only one time, that's all it'll take
You're an idiot for not listening to me
You dug your own grave, I'll just let you be
Just don't drag us all down into the dirt
You didn't listen to me you inconsiderate jerk
A simple "ok" would have sufficed
But now it's your sanity you have sacrificed
Goodbye my dear, I wish you well
But you probably don't care, so just go to hell.
AerosolIt has been a day and a half since the crash, and I have found a cabin. In some ways, this is a relief. I don’t know if I could face another night on the mountain without shelter. Outside, a fire does no good: the heat simply travels upwards. However, this place also raises some difficult questions. I estimate that I’ve put eight miles between myself and the crash site. I don’t know if this will be enough. It Saving...
occurs to me that I don’t really know anything.
The survival manual recommends staying with the plane. It explains that this affords the best chance of rescue. It explains that the wreckage offers warmth and shade. It explains that seventy percent of pilots who stay are located within three days, while seventy percent of those who leave are
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