You Will Not Be MissedSometimes I am afraidSometimes I am weakSometimes I need someone to come to my aidI just need a friendOne that is trueOne that won't try to hurt me in the endIt's been really toughNot going to lieI can honestly say the going got roughWho can I trust?Who can I go to?Who will help me to my feet before my heart begins to rust?Why did ths happen?Why aren't people real?My list of "friends" has become quite barrenI'm floating awayI'm leaving you allThere's no point in asking all of you to stayYou don't careYou never didDon't ask to be my "friend", don't you dareWe used to be fineBut then you liedDon't e
New LeafMy tongue is on fire, my words are nastyI'm cutting my ties, I'm making it hastyI am done being timid and afraid to speakMy kindness has just met it's lowest peakYou don't care for me, you never haveWhy should I wish for the friendship we shouldn't have?You're no good for me, it's as clear as dayDon't bother talking to me, my feelings will not belayI'm turning over a new leaf made of cold hard stoneIf you have wronged me, I won't listen to you droneIf you just float around and don't care for meDon't expect me to be the nicest I can beI will speak my mind and tell you allKnowing now that no one will catch me as I fall
StuporWhite speckled ceiling stares downLaying on the soft carpeted groundHalf empty gin bottle slipping from handNo use in thinking about self reprimandWindow is dark lacking stars and moonListening to cricket chirp and owls croonSilent tears make their way down from the eyesHeart full of pain, masked in drunken disguiseWhite walls close in tightlyThis is a habit of doing this nightlyFingers brush the half empty bottleTake a swig from the death hottle