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Program Sand squezed its way between my toes. The sun was a beautiful aray or orange, pink, yellow, and red, the rippled clouds causing a beautiful aurora effect. The air was warm, the wind blowing just barely. "Pretty cool, huh?" I turned toward the voice to see Liam walking toward me across the sand in a pair of dark blue swim trunks. His lean body glistening with water from a previous swim. I looked at what I was wearinf myself, a bright pink sring bikini. I looked at Liam, "Pink? Really?" Liam laughed and pulled me close, into a tight hug, "I thought pink would have looked nice on you. I only programmed what I wanted to see. You look cute." I felt my face grow hot with embarassment, "I look ridiculous." "No you don't," he said smiling. He grasped my chin and made me look at him. He kissed my forehead. "COme on, let's go sit down." We walked h
Done GoofedSitting on the balcony watching the smoke swell around meThoughts and and pain stab relentlesslyThe cold doesn't bother as the wind whips my hair in my eyesTrying hard to not let tears fall, so hard to disgiuseThousands of apologies float around in the airBut none seem to fit, more tears form and I pull my own hairBiting my lip until it's bloody and rawI am a fool, I am a jerk, I am appalledShooting liquor, a newly aquired tasteTrying to numb the feeling of a friendship wasteSleep doesn't come, I'm up staring at the ceilingMore thoughts come, reeling and reelingWanting to sleep and not to wake up, forever in a dreamBut instead I'm stuck in this hell as my heart continues to screamClenching my fists until my nails bite into my palmsGetting harder and harder to keep my calm
FireThisThis feeling of...Self loathingSelf hateSelf pityWords I have saidWord that cannot be taken backWords that stingWords that biteWords that tearI careI care about youEverything you do and sayI care about you so muchSo much you don't even realizeHurting youHurt me as wellI don'tI don't understandI can't comprehend this.I can't figure out whyThis hurts so muchWhy it is that I care so muchI shouldn'tBut I do anyway.Touching fire hurtsBut I keep my hands in the flamesMy skin cingesBut I keep it there anywayNow I have thrown water on the fireAnd the fire has gone outLeaving only soaked ashes where you once wereGoneNot hereNo traces of smoke left in the skyClouds formAnd rain downWashing away the ashesNo trace left behindNo warm fire leftWater on my fireMy fire that burntSeared with painBut provided me with lightMy light is goneAnd my hand is scarredI sink t omy kneesAnd stare at the ground in regretCan't relight m fireThere is no rekindling
The MazeThe maze...I've been stuck in this god forsaken maze for hours... or days... or weeks...Time has no meaning here.It's forever.Each turn leads to another dead end.So lost...Lost in the labrynth of vines and thorns.Only the sky above is visible, the bricks along the ground, the green hedges...Is there no escape?Am I doomed to be wandering aimlessly in here forever?Will there be some sort or path that opens up?Or am I going to have to fend for myself?Rain falls, and floods the maze.My dress becomes soaked, and torn to shredsMy feet are bloody and rawMy hands are broken and bruisedMy hair is tangledMy breath is shallowMy heart is barely beatingI fall to the groundAnd look up at the skyRain falls in my eyesAnd runs down my faceI stand up again,My legs unstable.I begin to walk again,Refusing to be damned to this maze forever.