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Torch SongEverything I do seems to be just one big torch songNothing I do is right, I am always in the wrongI am standing in one place all of the timeMy eyes are covered in soot and grimeJust want to lay in bed and stare at the ceilingI just want to go to sleep and stop feelingNo sleep comes as I toss and turn all nightMy demons are trying to kill me, they are winning the fightSometimes I wonder if the heartless do careMy mind is constantly changed with each new affairIt's hard thinking about and talking to youOnce I start I'll begin to fall throughDamn, I thought you had forgotten about meBut I guess my eyes were just covered so I couldn't seeWere you just waiting for the right moment to spring back upAnd simply crush me like a paper cup
You Don't CareSometimes I wonder what passed through your mind, through your headWhether you think about me, if you care that I'm alive or deadSometimes I sit and wonder what you are doing right nowAre you doing nothing, or playing tonsil hockey with another cowI would ask you personally, but I don't think you really careYou wouldn't care if I screamed in your face, or pulled your hairYou wouldn't care if I asked you nicely and said pretty pleaseYou never did, and I don't think you'll really care for meIt's fine, I guess I should just let it goBut sometimes I don't want to, I just want to knowBut then I then I get upset and mope around some moreAnd I get pissed and break things and slam doorsHow silly of me... Caring for something that doesn't return the favorI'm trying to stop, I'm making my greatest endeavorBut why bother telling you this, like I said, you don't careOh well, I guess life just isn't fair
High and MightyI don't give a damn about what you think of meI'm flying so high, I feel so freeI can do anything, don't say I can'tI'm well educated, a wonderful savantI am magical, wonderful, fantastic and amazingNot trying to sound full of myself, but I believe I'm quite dazingIt's not too often I feel confident like thisTo know I have power makes me feel so full of blissGive me a challenge and I'll face it head onIt's so nice to feel this right, and not so wrongI'm sitting on a throne made of diamonds and goldI hope this feeling never gets old.I laugh at you,for now we're even.I find it easy now to stand my ground, easy to form bastionYou can't bring me down, I am flying too highBesides, I'll just swat you away like a simple mayfly
Did You Not Learn?Put your arms out, close your eyes, and spin aroundTry not to hit things or fall to the groundOpen your eyes back up, and take off runningThings blur past, you lose your balance and things become alarmingYou lose your footing, and fall flat on your assSkinning your elbows and knees in your painfull crashDid you break anything? Are you alright?Try to get back up, brush yourself off, and continue to your delightPut your arms out, close your eyes, and spin aroundTry not to hit things or fall to the groundOpen your eyes back up, and take off runningThings blur past, you lose your balance and things become alarmingDidn't you get hurt last time, why are you doing it once more?Stupid child, how many times will you do it, three, four?Stop being foolish, you're only going to injur yourselfFine, don't listen, but when you need a bandaid, don't ask for help.
NewThis is a new kind of painAnd I find it somewhat kind of hard to explainIt doesn't linger or continously throbLike it did before, it wakes me in the night like a theif prepared to robIt takes my breath, and makes my eyes burnIt makes my chest tight and I have to turnAway to keep people from seeingMy eyes welling up with tears so seethingMy body begins to tremble and I can't breatheI bang my head against the wall as I continue to greiveOver something so stupid that was my own faultMy words that burned, there is no desaltMy fists clench and bite into my handsAnd my palms are seared with my finger nail brandsHide away where I can't be foundAnd stay for a while as my heart continues to painfully poundBloody lips from biting so hardInhaling smoke until my lungs are blackened and charredJaw aching from clenching my teeth so tighThis is not good, this isn't rightHeadaches come and throb inside my skullCauses me to lose footing, full of bungleSuch a rash of emotions all a